Endorphin Effects

Hello, sweetheart.

2009-08-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hello sweetheart.
It feels like its been a lifetime. You look well.

(But I'm not.)

Oh? Well, that's nice.

(But its not.)

Its all a matter of perspectives, my dear.

(If you say so.)

I do.

Contradictions.

2009-07-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

I really love today's weather.

Its so cool and windy, even with the sun so warm and pretty fierce. Feels a lot like Adelaide, heh.
Hm. Adelaide. Fun.

Happy pills?
Nah, I'm happy enough.

Sick.

2009-07-08T21:09:00.001+08:00

Ugh.

I really really really hate being sick. Its all the medicine's fault I'm feeling so bloody weak, I tell you.

Masochistic?

2009-06-23T21:46:00.003+08:00

Muddy, muddy brown. There was nothing else to describe it, because that was what it was. A single monotone of brown throughout, only with a layer of water floating on top. It looked a lot like rainwater, before it seeped down into the soil. Maybe the soil wasn't properly irritated. I swirled the plastic cup. The thin, almost indiscernible line between the two vanished.

There. I did it. A small paragraph describing the milo.

Daaang. I just cut myself on a pair of really sharp scissors. By rubbing my thumb over one of the edges, in an attempt to remove the ink stains on them. Which, come to think of it, five minutes later, was a really awfully stupid thing to do. Argh.

It hurts. I'm not cut out to be masochistic.

2009-06-11T09:47:00.001+08:00

Aha... So Minying and Yujia were right.

Ugh.

2009-05-31T20:23:00.003+08:00

ljaldfjlekafn.

I should be at Fort Canning Park now watching Much Ado About Nothing.
But I'm obviously not.
Instead, I'm re-reading the proper way to suck-up to some official, in the format of a formal letter of complaint, so that he/she will take up my well-meaning and politically-correct suggestions, in an effort to Make The World A Better Place.
Woohoo.

acneaj;feawslf.

Fairy Dust.

2009-05-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

The insistance of people over msn does wonders to bored souls suffering from an overdose of Chinese. Which is why I'm here, posting this, even though a few minutes ago, I was explaining to them about how typing/writing out my thoughts made me feel vulerable.

But a lot of things make you feel vulnerable.
(It doesn't mean you avoid them as a whole)

Vulnerability, after all, makes you feel alive.

Lets all try to believe in fairies.
...
Even if we all know that Tinkerbell does die in the end.

Nerves

2008-11-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

Oh man oh man.
Twenty-four hours till the plane trip.
And then till Adelaide, Australia.

I can't sit still without twitching.
Its like a mixture of nerves, excitement, and some oddly dark foreboding.
I don't understand why, though.
Why should I be scared?
Unless somewhere, deep inside me, I believe Carmina's story about the murdering and floating corpses in the Hostel-like place.
But I don't of course.
Because that's just silly.

On another note, 3/3 had its class BBQ today.
Thanks to Kiuyan for lending us her condominium's BBQ pit, Minyi and Cheryl for planning all the messy little details out.
It was fun.
Went BBQ-grocery-shopping after the ATC briefing, at J8.
I should improve on my calculative-ness from Cheryl, hahah. She's good at it.
After that, we went off to Kiuyan's condo!
I carried the chips.

And Olivia and Menghong started the fire.
I just tried to put on more charcoals.
And I ate a lot a lot of marshmallows, hahah.

Then some of us went to play with the fountain-thing-thing.
If you cup your hands at the exactly right angle, you can spray the person next to you.
Of course, you get wet too.
And at some point, we went to the pool. Kiuyan's condo has a really nice pool.
1.2m deep.
And the guys went in. Zaff, Menghong, Harris, and (a forced) Shafeeq.
Then the girls finally went in.
And everyone pushed everyone else into the water.
(I went in by a certain someone's push. Granted, I had just pushed someone in as well...)
The water was nice. Cooling. Though it has a habit of dragging your pants down when you move about, thus almost-exposing certain undergarments.
But still. Fun.

Then we took (a lot of) photos, and went back, dripping wet, and tried to blend into the crowd of prawn-eating people again.
And more photos were taken.
And more food eaten.
And we finally reached a certain point where we all got somewhat bored of sitting around there, so we packed up, and headed for the air-conditioned room at the lobby of the condo.
But Olivia, Zaff, Menghong and Rachel went for another swim first.
Pity I had already changed, then. Hm.

And more photos were taken.
Snap snap snap.
I think we scared the little kids in the room.
Their balloon kept floating over to us, and they seemed really disappointed every time it did, even though we always returned them.
Maybe they didn't like us looking at them. Maybe.
And we all walked back to J8, and went home.

Yes, fun (: Very much.
Hope the photos are up in the blog soon.

2008-11-04T20:10:00.002+08:00

1) The person who tagged you is?
Veron

2) Your relationship with him/her is?
Friend, I suppose? Three years or so, so far.

3) Your 5 impressions of him/her?
1. Photoshop-pro-in-denial
2. ...Uguu?
3. SnowSerene. Hahahah. Sorry, but its the first thing that came up xD
4. Fluffy sheepy who provides nice, woolen blankets to the whole of DD
5. An awesome person overall, who loves her friends and 'family' so very, very much :3

4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
So many things, really. Gave me that Haruhi signature for my birthday? Set up ZC/DD radio. Got stuck with a lighted splint to produce the 'Moeeeee~" sound, ahah!

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
"-glomps-"
And she says it so much.

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
...
Ask her to feed me marshmallows.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Nothing.
She's already awesome the way she is.
... But she won't. Because I'm not into yuri, desu.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Give her the rights to formally construct CFC, to make her happy-ish.
Or maybe say 'Onii-chan~~~" to make her heart go all melty and forgive me for whatever I did.
Yay.

10) You want to tell for him/her now is?
Good luck for Os. And stop thinking so lowly of yourself.
Its depressing for the rest of us too D<

11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
-glomps-

12) How do you think people around you feel about you?
Ehm. I have no idea.
Someone who eats too many sweets, reads too many books, talks too little/too much (depends on the person who you're asking?), spends too much time on the computer, studies way too little.
Yes. I think that's it.

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are?
I like my hair colour. Black. Yes, I like it.
And my chewed-on fingernails.
And maybe that I smile/laugh at odd times, where you really aren't supposed to.
Yes. Proud of them all.

14) On the contrary, characteristics you hate of yourself are?
Too indecisive, lazy, self-conscious.
Too picky too?
And the few freckles on my cheeks.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone... Normal?
No wait. That would probably be boring.

16) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Thank you very much for your care and... like?

17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. Carmina
2. Exzy
3. Otoo-san
4. Zhixin
5. Kookies
6. Veron
7. Praveena
8. Yujia
9. Sylvia
10. Cheryl

18) Who is No.6 having a relationship with? (Veron)
Usa-chan?

19) Is No.9 a male or female? (Sylvia)
Female, I suppose.

20) If No.7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Praveena + Cheryl)
Ahahah. I don't know.
The whole world would go crazy under their reign.

21) What is No.2 studying? (Exzy)
Hentai-ism major, lolicon as an additional subject.

22) When was the last time you had a chat with No.3? (Otoo-san)
Last night, via msn/radio.

23) What kind of music band does No.8 like? (Yujia)
Chinese music?
OH OH OH.
JAY CHOU! :D

24) Does No.1 have any siblings? (Carmina)
Yeah, one elder sister.

25) Will you woo No.3? (Otoo-san)
No thanks. Not into incest o:

26) How about No.7? (Praveena)
Hahaha, nope.
Someone would kill me (:

27) Is No.4 single? (Zhixin)
~~No, of course she isn't she has-~~
Yes, she is.

28) What is the surname of No.5? (Kookies)
I don't know D:

29) What is the hobby of No.10? (Cheryl)
Singing random songs at random intervals in random places to random people.
Yes.
And swimming, I suppose?

30) Does No.5 and No.9 get along well? (Kookies + Sylvia)
They don't know each other.

31) Where is No.2 studying at? (Exzy)
Something-something secondary school.
I KNOW THIS.
... I just forgot.

32) Say something about No.1 (Carmina)
She needs to realize that she's not at all fat.
And that she should really budget her money better.

33) Have you tried developing feelings for No.8? (Yujia)
Eh? No, not at all.
I'm not into Yuri.

34) Where does No.9 live? (Sylvia)
Hougang!

35) What colour does No.4 like? (Zhixin)
Green and yellow.

36) Are No.1 and No.5 best friends? (Carmina + Kookies)
They don't know each other.
But they might be, if they did.
They're both insane.

37) Does No. 1 have any pets? (Carmina)
A pet apple.

38) Is No.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Praveena)
To some 20+ people, yes, I suppose :D
But yeah, she's really pretty.

39) What is No.10 doing now? (Cheryl)
Probably studying for her Os.
Or sleeping.

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Marryatville hosting list is up.
And that brings us to a grand total of another one more day till we leave (considering its already past midnight).
I'm starting to get that jittery feeling.
That one where you can't sit right, you feel like twitching, and your heart sometimes feels like leaping out.
Oh yes.
Its almost here.

...

And I haven't finished packing.

Muffled

2008-10-20T17:57:00.002+08:00

The slightly muffled evening sun looks nice against the wet shadows of people.

There were no underlying meanings or implications in that sentence, its just an observation. And something to keep my blog from dying a slow and terrible death. Again.

Good luck to all of you who are taking your Os right now!

Semi-beautiful.

2008-09-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

The sky looks semi-beautiful today.
But only semi-.
Its not all that beautiful.

I should really stop reading so much. (into that moment)

Linger

2008-09-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

Q. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
A. Eh? I don't know...? I never got kissed before. Well, that kind of kiss, anyway.

Q. Were you happy when you woke up today?
A. Not really. I'm never happy when I wake up.

Q. How about now?
A. Yeah, somewhat. For unknown reasons, even to myself o.o

Q. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
A. Ahahahahahaha. Yes, actually. And I'm probably the only one who would say this.

Q. Who was the last person you ate with?
A. Mom and grandmother. Home. An hour ago.

Q. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
A. Uhhuh. Physics and Chemistry.

Q. Kiss on the first date?
A. I don't know...?

. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
A. Eh... Steak.

Q. What were you doing at 10 am?
A. In school. -checks timetable- In Chinese class, doing the test test thing.

Q. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
A. My hair is shorter I suppose? Six months would be... Ehm, March. Taller I hope? I suppose I went through quite a lot in that six months. Everyone did, I guess.

Q. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
A. Water? I can't remember when I last spilled something on myself.

Q. How old will you be in 10 months?
A. Sixteen, I guess? My birthday's in June.

Q. Who was the last person to text you?
A. -checks- Tan Zhi Xin?

Q. What month is your birthday in?
A. June. Yes, gemini month.

Q. Can you live a day without tv?
A. Sure. I live plenty of days without TV o:

Q. When was the last time you saw your dad?
A. Ten minutes ago. He just came home.

Q. How many pets do you have?
A. None. Unless you count the dust bunnies under my bed...?

Q. How many houses have you lived in?
A. -mentally counts- Four.

Q. How many city/towns have you lived in?
A. Two.

Q. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
A. Shoes on hot, 'sharp' surfaces. Socks on the black box floor. Bare feet on the grass, and sand.

Q. What is your favorite color?
A. Red, no questions asked :D

Q. What are you doing for your next birthday?
A. Its nine months away, how would I know now?

Q. What are you thinking about right now?
A. How I should really be studying my Physics now, instead of doing this, if I should get over my laziness and go get a cup of water, about today's Drama class, about the math question I still don't quite get.

Oh yes, I multi-task.

Q. Any plans for next weekend?
A. Study.

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A. Uhhuh. Or at least I think I do.

Q. When was the last time you cried and why?
A. Approximately three weeks ago. Er, drama filming, nervous breakdown.

Q. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
A. Eh, no I suppose.

Q.What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. ~~Anime seiyuu~~ Primary school teacher. Yes.

Q. Do you like flying or driving?
A. Hopping. I'm not qualified to do either of the stated.

Q. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
A. Stick shift...? Never heard of it.

Q. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
A. Books. Manga? Games. Books.

Q. Do you wear any jewelry daily?
A. Nope.

Q. Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing?
A. N/A

Q.Who is the funniest person you know?
A. There are too many. No, seriously. This is why I laugh on a daily basis.

Q. How often do you remember your dreams?
A. Very often? I have a feeling that it gets distorted after a while of being tossed around during my brain's analysis, though. I've been dreaming of er... O level drama class people. I think. I remember seeing Cheryl and Carmina and Zaff and Abraham and Sylvia and Afiqah...? [/vague notion]

Q. What is your ringtone?
A. Hare Hare Yukai. Don't give me that look.

Q. Skim, 1%, 2%, or whole milk?
A. Chocolate. Milk. Yes :D

Q. Are you mad about anything?
A. A lot of things. Its easier to state the things that I'm not mad about. Like math.

Q. What time did you go to sleep last night?
A. Early, surprisingly. Like, ten-thirty.

--

Yes, I know I'm supposed to be mugging. I do know it, and practice it, contrary to what some people might think or say. Neither am I effing blind or deaf. But never mind. Dwell not on the bad. I feel surprisingly happy-ish today, considering there's nothing to be especially happy about. But still, its a good feeling. It doesn't come much, nowadays...

A beautiful link for all those other anti-Twilighters out there:
http://otahyoni.livejournal.com/130432.html
Savour it. Understand it. Laugh your asses off at it.

Now to attend to Physics.

Linger a little longer?

Stereotypes

2008-09-21T21:15:00.004+08:00

Stolen from fanfiction.net

For people that hate stereotypes: If you think people should just shut up and stop, put this on your ~~profile~~ blog. (BOLD the ones you are.)

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy. [what the hell, much?]
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak. [We'd have to define intelligent, but yeah.]
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST have ginger hair and wear a skirts (It's actually called a kilt)
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian. [pfft.]
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.
I can't help pointing out mistakes so I MUST be an over-controlling perfectionist
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake
I DON’T LIKE to talk about my personal life so I MUST be having problems
I like FIRE so I must be an arsonist.
I play VIDEO GAMES so I MUST be a LOSER.

And just so that we're clear, I personally don't agree with any of the stereotypes up there.

More Music-y.

2008-09-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

Yay :3 These guys are strangely addictive. Another one gotten from kookies o:

Opening credits:
Out of place- Gavin Thorpe

[D: I'm out of place?!]

Waking up:
Love Song- Fruits basket

[I'm going to be woken up by LOVE? Yay xD]

First day of High School:
KiraKira- Eufonius

if you're next to me
tomorrow will always be fun
the center of my heart is
swaying gently

[I'm going to be with someone I like? To JC or something? Woo :3]

Falling in love:
Accidentally In Love- Counting Crows

[Oh my. I'm going to fall in love, accidentally? o.o]

Fight song:
Flipside- The Click Five

[I'm going to flip them over onto their asses! :D]

Breaking up:
Control- Metro Station

[I'm going to be in control? o.o]

Prom:
Geek In The Pink- Jason Mraz

[I'm going to be a geek, wearing pink. Yay.]

Life:
Honto no Jibun- Buono!

[I'm going to be my true self?]

Mental breakdown:
How Crazy- Yui

[I'll go crazy. Very crazy. Hahahaha.]

Driving:
Semi-Charmed Life- Third Eye Blind

[?]

Flashback:
Ignited- T.M Revolution [Gundam Seed Destiny]

We break each other down till we can't even move
Our solitary wings overlapped,
We've not encountered the light;
Reveal the glare this age gives off

[Bad flashback, I suppose.]

Getting back together:
You and Me- Lighthouse

[Well, obviously it'd be about 'you' and me...?]

Wedding:
Let Me Be With You- ROUND TABLE

To make sure the two of us meet, I cast a spell
Our hands are gently touch, and then look at me smile
We pretend not to realize how we really feel
And suddenly, we fell in love

[o: So sweet.]

Birth of child:
Minna Daisuki- Buono [Translates into 'I love everyone']

[I'll love every one of them, ahah.]

Final battle:
Built To Last- Melee

[I was built to last the fight!]

Addictive. Very. But its late, so I shall be going.
'Night.

Mud-dy. Music-y.

2008-09-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

I fell into the mud on Friday -.-
And I wasn't even playing soccer. I was just attempting to help those who were playing soccer, get their ball back. And then I ~~fell~~ slid into the mud, despite very in-effective warnings. Funny how its only after I got mud-ed [and the mud off], that I went to kick the ball. Hahah. Clean missed a few times, Carmina laughed enough to let everyone know...
But hey, at least I learned how to kick without hurting my foot. Even while playing barefoot.

And in the end, the mud made everything clean again.

Alright, quiz time! Music-player-set-to-random sort now.

How does the world see me?
Hare Hare Yukai- Aya Hirano

On one sunny day
The fun beyond magic
Pours limitlessly; it’s not impossible
When we meet again tomorrow, I’ll be humming while laughing
Let’s gather up happiness
It’s so simple by-this-much
Chase it, try catching it

[So I'm happy and random and... Sunny? o.o]

Will I have a happy life?
Any Way You Want It- Journey

[I'll be happy if I want to be happy then? I WANT TO BE HAPPY!]

What do people really think of me?
Dancing In The Velvet Moon- Nana Mizuki

A sleepless, velvet moon
Adorned our clandestine room
With just the two of us, we secretly lock the door
Let’s dance, and succumb ourselves to this mischievous moment

[... This can't possibly be a positive view of me.]

Do people secretly lust after me?
Fergalicious- Fergie

[No comment. No idea how to interpret either.]

How can I make myself happy?
Lollipop- Mika

Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down

[So I either don't fall in love, or I go and buy myself a lollipop.]

What should I do with my life?
You Had a Bad Day- Daniel Powter

[I should either have a lot of bad days, or help people with their bad days?]

Will I ever have children?
Can You Feel The Love Tonight- Disney

[What! Not tonight!]

What is some good advice for me?
Fiona's Cafe- Soler

[Alright. I should go find a cafe owned by Fiona, whoever she is]

What do I think my current theme song is?
At The Beginning- Disney [Anastasia]

[O_O I want to go back to the beginning with someone?!]

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Be Your Girl- Elfen Lied

[... They think I'm someone's girl?!]

What song will play at my funeral?
Okaeri- Ayaka [Translates into 'Welcome Home']

[I'm going home, then...?]

What type of men/women do you like?
Dance With Me Tonight- Hugh Grant [From Music and Lyrics, the movie]

Wondering if anything will go right
Or will you dance with me tonight?

[I like people who will dance with me at night?]

What is my day going to be like?
Friends- Stephanie [From Gundam Seed Destiny?]

"Let my dreams come true"
I pray from the bottom of my heart
We're friends forever
Let's pledge to meet again
Swear on it
We're going to walk forward
Toward an unseen destination
Even if we're lost
We'll continue
No matter what

[So I'm going to meet my friends, get lost, and continue to walk to an unseen destination? xDD]

Why am I here?
First Love- Utada Hikaru

[Oooh. I'm here for love?]

What will people remember me for?
Five Colours In Her Hair- McFly

[Ahahah! People will remember me for my hair! And my weirdness :D]

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Are You Gonna Be My Girl- Jet

[But I don't want anyone to be my girl...?]

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Fool For Love- Stefy

[Yes, because they're fools for love? -doesn't understand-]

What will this year be all about?
Bon Bon- Hey! Say! 7

The melody blowing beside me like a gentle breeze
If you’re going to be confused or sway, listen closely
I know, I love you and that's why I want to be with you
Because there is a gentleness there that can’t be denied

[o: Its gonna be about love?]

Picking

2008-09-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

One foot in each camp.
Its somewhat inevitable to move on to the second.

...

But what if I'm not ready?

Why does one have to be so easily simplistic, so utterly attractive as permanency.
And the other is so frustratingly complex, yet alluringly different.
Why can't we just stay in the same place forever?
Or why can't we have a little bit of each...?

As much as I'd love to, I don't understand.
Again.

Breathe.

2008-09-10T20:16:00.001+08:00

You said just breathing deep would make things alright.
You said that most of the things in life were caused by not breathing right.

I'm breathing.

It doesn't seem to be working though.

Blurs

2008-08-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

I like those few moments where you take off your glasses, and everything before you is turned into one big blur. No more specific shapes, fine detail, just splotches of color, one blending into another, the stage lighting mixing with those florescent ones, giving everything a weirdly startling glow. Or maybe that's the soft light coming from the sound panel. Then you fumble your way to the stage, and the sounds seem to get more and more muffled.

Then the lights dim, and you begin.

Test. Test. Test. Ugh.

2008-08-05T21:48:00.003+08:00

Ugh. There has to be some sort of rule against having six tests in two days.
With one more on each day, with the exception of Friday.
And a very un-prepared for Drama practical assessment the following Thursday.
I [i]hate[/i] this time of the term. Every term.

The Singapore education system needs some serious reconsideration.

[random]
But basketball is fun. Even after three years of abstinence. :)
[/random]

Ugh

2008-07-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

Headaches for Sunday
Fever for Monday
Diarrhea for Tuesday
Nausea and vomiting for Wednesday.

Thank god its all over.
I'm glad to be going back to civilization tomorrow.

The stomach flu sucks -_-"

Complexity

2008-07-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

The world suddenly seems so much more complex. Scary.
Or maybe its just be being perpetually naive.

Murphy's Law.

2008-07-21T18:15:00.004+08:00

Long-due quiz which I've unearthed today.

--

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who last tagged you is ...
Yujia.
2. Your relationship with him/her is ...
Ex-classmates/friends

3. Your first 5 impressions of him/her ..
1] Someone Chinese speaking [haha]. That was back in sec one, the true first impression.
2] Very cute [second-first] impression.
3] Fish. Sashimi. Sushi, even.
4] Tore Zhixin's pinafore in sec two.
5] Tolberone.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Too many to mention. Yes, I'm lazy too.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
Quite a few?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will ...
Eeyer. No thank you. Not that she's not a nice person or anything... I just don't swing that way, thanks.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
She wouldn't but anyway, probably have more self-confidence. She isn't as stupid as she apparently thinks she is.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...
Er... Probably suffer [on my part]. Quite a bit. She's rather violent... >_>"

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...
Violence and excessive hair-ruffling and pony-tail-pulling.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ...
Uhh... Go tell her that I've finally finished the quiz?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is ...
Adorable, haha. She's going to kill me for that.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
I don't know. I don't read minds. Probably... Someone weird. But weird's good.

13. The character you love of yourself are ...
Erm. I'll tell you when I think of it.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...
Procrastination. Lazyness. Easily distracted.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ...
Someone who's able to make a difference. Cheesy and all, but its true.

16. For people that care & like you, say something to them ...
Thank you?

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you

You don't have to do it, really. No obligations.

1. Yujia.
2. Zhixin.
3. Kookies.
4. Gas-otoo-san.
5. Carmina.
6. Sylvia.
7. Rizu.
8. Sam.
9. Tako.
10. Mari-Mari.

18. Who is 6 having relationship with?
[Sylvia]: We'd all like to know, really :D

19. Is 9 a male or female?
[Tako]: Though the rule on the internet is that everyone is male unless otherwise proven -haha-, I still think she's female. It hasn't been proven, though.

20. If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[Rizu + Mari-Mari]: Oh. I suppose. They'll have their hands full for sure.

21. How about 8 and 5?
[Sam + Carmina]: But they don't know each other. And Sam will be likely to have hell. Hahaha.

22. What is 2 studying about?
[Zhixin]: Erm... Maths, A maths, English, Higher Chinese, Physics, Chemistry, Social Studies, History, Geography?

26. Will you woo 3?
[Kookies]: Maybe. Just for access to the cookie/kookie jar (:

27. How about 7?
[Rizu]: Nah. Exzy's already after her.

28. Is 4 single?
[Gas-otoo-san]: There's Mai-san and Kotomi-chan out there ;D

29. What's the surname of 5?
[Carmina]: Castro, I suppose.

30. What's the hobby of 4?
[Gas-otoo-san]: Seemingly full-time otaku and gamer.

31. Do 5 and 9 get along well?
[Carmina + Tako]: They don't know each other.

32. Where is 2 studying at?
[Zhixin]: Anderson Secondary.

33. Talk something casually about 1.
[Yujia]: Erm... She's very cute, very frisky, somewhat violent, and very very smart and good in Mathematics?

34. Have you try developing feelings for 8?
[Sam]: No, and I don't intend to. Just don't swing that way.

35. Where does 9 live?
[Tako]: She mentioned it once, but I've forgotten. Sorry.

36. What color does 4 like?
[Gas-otoo-san]: Purple, I assume? Its associated with gays, after all, so perhaps trans-genders too?

37. Are 5 and 1 best frens?
[Carmina + Yujia]: Nope, but they do know each other. Same class and all. Friends/Acquaintances, I guess?

38. Does 7 likes 2?
[Rizu + Zhixin]: Yeah, I suppose. You generally like your family, don't you?

39. How do you get to know 2?
[Zhixin]: School, sec one class, through Yujia.

40. Does 1 have any pets?
[Yujia]: Nah, I don't think so. Unless she acquired something in the past few months.

41. Is 7 the sexiest person in...
[Rizu]: Define sexy first. If sexy = moe, then yes, very much the world (:

--

You Are a Red Crayon

Your world is colored with bright, vivid, wild colors.

You have a deep, complex personality - and you are always expressing something about yourself.

Bold and dominant, you are a natural leader. You have an energy that is intense... and sometimes overwhelming.

Your reaction to everything tends to be strong. You are the master of love-hate relationships.

Your color wheel opposite is green. Green people are way too mellow to understand what drives your energy.

What Color Crayon Are You?

Oh yay. Red, my favourite colour :3

Nagareboshi

2008-07-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

Yes, I know its been forever since I last actually posted something here.
So let me start this thing again.
Nothing much to post about today, except perhaps for the rashes, but they're already gone anyway. No sense blogging about something already non-existent. Nothing much happened the past few days either, unless you count the 2.4km, which I failed, and don't quite want to talk about.
And Mr. Jason leaving, of course.
But I found a nice song today -yes, thanks to zhixin- which I've been looking for for a long time, so why not use it as an excuse to update again?

--

Nagareboshi
Shooting-star

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

I'm in my usual park
I can see the night scenery
On the slide
That's been my special seat for years
Whenever I'm worried about something, I come here
Just like then, I'm on my way to my dreams
But unable to fulfil them
"Maybe this is the end of the line"
There are days when I say weak things like that
But every time, I remember
That starry sky where I looked for a shooting star
The wish I made when I was little
Hasn't changed even now

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Hiding out in the schoolyard at night with my mates
We climbed the chain-link fence
The field seemed to have a different face than during the day
We headed for our sea called the pool
We didn't have swimming trunks, so we were all stark naked
Someone jumped in with a strange yell
The splash echoed through the night
"After him!" Everyone else piled in
We floated gently, looking up at the sky
Looked at the stars in front of us, and talked about heaps of dreams
And looked for that shooting star

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

Looking up at the sky, there are countless stars
The same number now that there was years ago
My dreams are endless and crazy
Incredibly bright, like that star

Hey! If you keep hanging your head like that
You won't even be able to see the things you can see
Look up at the sky, keep your head up!!
Hey! "What do you think of the sky you see?"
Someday, like that shining star
I wanna shine

When I look up at the sky
The stars, see, are sparkling
Each giving off its own light
Like the people on this planet
Yeah, so I, too
Want to shine particularly bright
I close my eyes and make a vow in my heart
And entrust my dreams to that shooting star

--

Ironically, like zhixin, I like the lyrics of this song a lot too.
Meaningful stuff.
Good to have, when your real life options aren't so optimistic and hope-filled.
Like when you have to run your 2.4km all over again.

Bad ideas

2008-06-12T23:59:00.003+08:00

There are good ideas, bad ideas, and ideas that should have never ever ever left your thoughts, let alone your mouth.

This idea, was one of the latter.

If you're reading this, and you don't really know what I'm talking about, then please do ignore this post, as it probably isn't meant for you.

Its horrible writing this, and it was probably ten hundred times worse experiencing the whole thing. They say self reflection hurts when you do it right, so this must be the real thing. I have no idea what I'm typing, really, only to tell you that I'm really really really sorry, remorseful, regretful and guilty for what we did. I know I'm also contradicting myself, with my previous PM and all, and self back-stabbing feels awful, let me tell you. Just not as bad as having your friends being terribly mad at you, for something you know was your fault. Of course, what's worse is having someone else be the target of madness, when that person has nothing to do with it at all. Actually, it all lumped together, feels... Awful, in the most profound sense possible.

Writing more probably won't change anything, let alone the fact that we actually did pull that terrible excuse for a stunt.

Nightmares, here I come.

Automated

2008-04-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

This is a computer-automated post to tell anyone who passes by, that Cassandra is still alive and relatively well, its just that she's currently rushed off her feet, and is unable to make time to post anything of relative interest and content. So there.

POP!

2008-03-30T00:15:00.005+08:00

Everything needs balance. So to balance out that quite-sad-ish post, there is now a quite-happy post to match! :D

To all those from uniformed groups, please view the following video with discretion, and remember that it was planned/made/filmed all in the name of fun, so please do not bear any grudges against the crew/cast okay? (:

Cast: Secondary four batch of ATC'ians! [graduated with a lasting legacy behind them]
Others: Carmina [the head and torso at the near-end of the video. No, it wasn't racist, Carmina (: ]
Crew: Me [I filmed it :D ]

And 'POP!' goes the bubble.

Free-fall

2008-03-29T23:19:00.005+08:00

Things that we love in life seem to result in creating copious amounts of joy and sadness.
Sadness seems to come in larger doses.

Seniors gone. All of them.
Its scarily saddening. And saddeningly scary. It works both ways.
Free-falling without a safety net.

weak·ness [week-nis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. the state or quality of being weak; lack of strength, firmness, vigor, or the like; feebleness.

2. an inadequate or defective quality, as in a person's character; slight fault or defect: to show great sympathy for human weaknesses.

3. a self-indulgent liking or special fondness, as for a particular thing: I've always had a weakness for the opera.

4. an object of special desire; something very difficult to resist: Chocolates were her weakness.

[Origin: 1250–1300; ME weikenes. See weak, -ness]

—Synonyms 1. fragility. 2. flaw. See fault. 3. penchant, passion, hunger, appetite.
—Antonyms 1. strength.

Why do people have weaknesses? Everyone has weaknesses. But why? Weakness is the lack of strength. Why do we have to lack strength? That only makes us weak. When you're weak, you're vulnerable. When you're vulnerable, you're open to attacks. And then you lose, and the other guy wins. So weakness bring power?

Haha. I sound so emo. To all those who were smart enough to highlight, I'm NOT emo. I'm just contemplating. Which is why I look like I'm in a daze a lot. Hahah.

2008-03-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Serious deja vu. Deja vu usually isn't good. This case isn't.

I think I'm going to be sick.

empty

2008-03-27T21:41:00.004+08:00

Its 9.42pm on a Thursday night, and I have a Maths exercise and an English expositional essay waiting for me, while I just spent the last one half hour sitting here, letting reflex take over physically, and letting my mind wander and think. For one and a half hours.

I'm impressed with my own capacity.

2008-03-15T17:49:00.007+08:00

One week passes way too fast >_>"

TAG REPLIES.
Unfortunately, some of my tags have been lost due to the spamming of a certain baked good, so I apologize for any tags left un-replied to. Blame it on the cookie [or kookie in this case]

Jelly; Hello (:
zx; hahah. Left-hand-speed-syndrome!
Tracy; Hello tracy :D
Tako; YES! Its very very very nice ;D But the t-shirt maker hated us for it xD
jessaye; YAY :D
ayaka; You get serious sun burn then say. D:
kookies; -nibbles on kookies-

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.

You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.

You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to.

(But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people

You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

Sun-kissed

2008-03-08T23:02:00.007+08:00

I feel burnt. Sun-smacked [sun-kissed sounds too gentle for what I have.]. And pink. Euw. This is what you pay for when you go for a 8 hour or so period under the sun, with minimal shade and sunscreen. However, what you get in return is the champion class of sec three award, and the ultimate frisbee champion team. So I guess it all evens out, somehow.

Sentosa was BURNING on Friday. Or at least it would be, if not for the lagoon/sea. Walking on the sand at twelve noon till one plus was like walking on hot coals. Not the best kind of flooring you'd want when you're playing games, and rushing from one game station to the other. But still, obviously, we survived!

3/3 won the champion class for sec threes! WOOHOO :D Our first year together as a class, and we're already the champion class. Not bad eh? Mrs Chong won second prize for staff race! I think that's what pushed us up in the ranking, considering 3/3 and 3/4 had the same number of prize winners for the cross country. But still, its awesome that we won :D

3/3's Ultimate Frisbee team won too! I still feel a bit guilty for taking one of the medals when I only played in one match though... [It was one of the reserve medals. But still...] But a medal's still a medal, and its been a REALLY long time since I've gotten a prize for anything :D

We participated in Captain's ball, Tug of war, beach soccer, and Bossaball too, but we didn't win, unfortunately. But we still did awesome in general :D Bossaball is something like playing volleyball on a jumping castle, and the jumping castle has a trampoline on it. Or something to that effect. Looked fun. We were ALMOST disqualified for Tug of war due to a one minute late-time, but we still got to play in the end, though we lost.

However, back to a very important point, past all of the games and prizes and running and searing heat, I am willing to bet that most of Anderson Secondary is pretty uh... Tan now. Like Muthusamy, ahah. This is the first time I've gotten sunburn in a while, and it hurts like hell. Especially when anything with H2O comes into contact with the burnt areas. Mental note: Put on more sunscreen next time round.

Bought jellybeans before going home, at candy empire. Its a small red bottle thingie [Yay. Red! xD] that's filled with jellybeans, and it comes with a little guide stuck on it telling you what colour jellybean has what flavour. Marshmallow is my favourite, while Cinnamon tastes... weird to me. But that's just my opinion. Jellybeans are nice and sweet, and it tastes even better considering the last time I ate one. Stuff always tastes nicer after you haven't eaten it in a while.

For Olivia's benifit: ~~Olivia is very adorable.~~

Life is like a bottle of jellybeans. You never know what you're getting next.
The only difference is that there's no reference guide for life.

Irrational

2008-03-05T20:06:00.004+08:00

I Like What You Say
By Nada Surf

Emergency above
Put on your hard hats and invisible gloves
What's going on
I was on the wagon, I thought I was done
You have to watch out
When one falls in, another came out

You say, I like what you say
I like what you say
You say, I like what you say
I like what you say

They say you have to have somebody
They say you have to be someone
They say if you're not lonely alone, boy there is something wrong

You say, I like what you say
I like what you say
You say, I like what you say
I like what you say

You say, baby, I only what to make you happy
Baby, I only want to make you

You say, I like what you say
I like what you say
You say, I like what you say
I like what you say

You say, baby, I only want to make you happy
Baby, I only what to make you

I like this song :D No, there aren't any cryptic messages I'm trying to tell anyone through this song. I just genuinely like it, that's all.

Tomorrow's the unofficial last day of term one! Finally. I say unofficial, due to the fact that there IS school on Friday, just not formal school with text books, teachers, homework and stuff. Cross country and sports carnival is at Sentosa on Friday! :D 3km for both guys and girls this time round, a little less than last years. Good. I don't like running... The classes 3/3 is playing against look scary. Lots of senior classes.

But let's get through tomorrow first.

irrational.

Late. Or early.

2008-03-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Aww. I missed posting about the leap day um... 33minutes ago. Nevermind. Post late.

Today was leap day! Happens once ever four years due to the earth going around the sun with an excess of 0.25 days every regular year. Then it collects, and it becomes ONE day every FOUR years. Cool isn't it!

AND! As an Irish tradition, girls can propose to guys on the 29th of February, and the guys can't refuse! Hahaha. Poor guys, if they get proposed to by a girl whom they don't like.

I pity those who's birthday is today. In technicality, they only get to celebrate it once every four years. So maybe they get extra nice presents every four years. Or maybe they play cheat, and have it on the 28th of February, or 1st of March. I don't know...

I'm late to post about leap year, but I'm just on time to post about the start of March. March means sports carnival and cross country, March holidays, March holiday homework, and term two! So happy first of march then :D
Haha yes. This was a rather random post.

You have an option to see it as being late, or being early. Pick.

Tree.

2008-02-29T19:15:00.001+08:00

Let's play I spy!

cass- Let's play a game. Let's play I spy.
afiqah+cheryl- Okay...
cass- I spy with my little eye... something that-
afiqah- TREE!
cass- ... I haven't even finished yet. Something that starts with the letter-
afiqah- TREE!!
cass- ... NO LAH! Something that starts with the letter g, and is-
cheryl+afiqah- TREE!!! -points to trees lining the pathway-
cass- ....NO IT ISN'T A TREE!!

The answer was the metal grails on top of the sewer thingies.

3/3 class tee!

2008-02-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

WOO! 3/3's class tee is finally here :D Me, yanjun, xiaobai and olivia went to pick it up at the production place in aljunied today, freshly printed!

I for one, think it looks awesome.

Nice isn't it? Minyi is our wonderful model for the shirt! Not much problems with the class tee [I think], except for a few [interesting?] misprints. The hairband on the back of the shirt has your name on it! The front is generic though... But it still looks good :D

Woo! 3/3's gonna be in class-tees tomorrow!

Drunk on happiness; Soberity isn't an option.

Romeo and Juliet...?

2008-02-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

Romeo and Juliet were stupid, killing themselves over lust and infatuation. Imagine, going to a ball, seeing someone and suddenly thinking "OH MY GOODNESS! I HAVE TO LOVE HIM NOW." And when things don't quite work out as they plan [when staging your own faked death], then both kill themselves. Whee. What a mature way of handling things.

And if Shakespeare had never created this whole tragedy, I wouldn't need to be doing this monologue.

Maybe I should have done macbeth...

The inconvenient truth.

Fruit Sprites!

2008-02-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

Things are better in small doses, and when those small doses come, its so much more enjoyable.

Drama today! Devising stuff for the kids fest thing at the NLB. Foyer. But still, its the NLB, so its really special and important. First time doing something targetted towards kids too, so its interesting. And lame, annoying, and fun all at the same time, due to our concern that our storyline wasn't interesting enough for them. We came up with a plausible storyline [with some inside-joke puns :D] at last though, so that was okay.

I'm amazed at how much people can change, both for the better and for the worse.

2008-02-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

That time, when things become so much more complex, and so much simpler all at once. Where your thoughts are a flurry, and they threathen to overflow.

When you can't decide whether you should be happy, or sad.

Heehee. Sounds so drama!

2008-02-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

Thank you to everyone who gave me a valentines day present! :D It means a lot to me. And also, thanks to the whole of 3/3 2008 who made the Angel and Mortal event thingie a success!

Chocolates are nice. They make your brain produce endorphins. Which feels nice. So chocolates are good stuff :3

So very very sweet.

2008-02-12T23:09:00.001+08:00

Mwahaha. Finally. A new blog. This blog's previous url was www.bottleofhope.blogspot.com , but cassandra got tired of the url and the look, so she decided to change it. Also, her computer is currently in ICU, so there won't be any updates here for a while.

If you are already here, please relink her too (: Thanks!