There are good ideas, bad ideas, and ideas that should have never ever ever left your thoughts, let alone your mouth.

This idea, was one of the latter.


If you're reading this, and you don't really know what I'm talking about, then please do ignore this post, as it probably isn't meant for you.


Its horrible writing this, and it was probably ten hundred times worse experiencing the whole thing. They say self reflection hurts when you do it right, so this must be the real thing. I have no idea what I'm typing, really, only to tell you that I'm really really really sorry, remorseful, regretful and guilty for what we did. I know I'm also contradicting myself, with my previous PM and all, and self back-stabbing feels awful, let me tell you. Just not as bad as having your friends being terribly mad at you, for something you know was your fault. Of course, what's worse is having someone else be the target of madness, when that person has nothing to do with it at all. Actually, it all lumped together, feels... Awful, in the most profound sense possible.

Writing more probably won't change anything, let alone the fact that we actually did pull that terrible excuse for a stunt.


Nightmares, here I come.

heavenknows

11:59 PM